I don’t know about you, but I know that at 3:30am most mothers of an almost 5 month old would be hoping baby stays asleep until morning… But I feel differently tonight: I miss, more than anything, the whole day, from start to finish, the birth of my son. His infant-hood is gone now and I am constantly reminded through various parts of the house. I miss it. So, this is what my 3am wake up call is today. Just remembering.